Sinner Ekoh (Ft. Merkules & Rittz)

[Verse 1: Rittz]
I'm a shell of a man that I once was
I don't have any friends that I trust much
Getting punished for my sins but it's unjust
Then again all my victims are loved ones
Buried guy deserve it had to scurry cuz they're family to the cops
Felt like they deserted me and let me hit a rut
It's been 14 months
I keep prayin' that the court speeds up
Are they ever gonna let me see my house
I been so home sick
Try to call her but the phone goes click
I just wanna say I'm sorry and tell, her how much I love her
That we were meant to be together
We need each other
When we were sober shit was better
Then we recover
Cuz when I'm drinkin' I'ma killer, and she a cutter
It's unbelievable it's illegal, now for me to call her
So I just crawl up in the bed and ball up in the covers
Wahhlin like a baby chuggin' vodka by the liter bottle
Fucked if I don't sip n ya I own the struggles
I don't got no windows in the room I been stuck in
I've isolated myself from all my homies
When they call me, I'm on insta
So they yellin' say I'm fuckin'