Need to need you ​sweater boy

I'm just trying to get good again
All my friends say I'm losing it
All i want is to be at rest
I'm too soft when she's in my head
I tell myself I'm proud of this
And how we felt when we tried to kiss
Lost myself on a girl again
But I'm too soft when she's always in my head

These days are what I wanted
I was fourteen the day I saw I was
Coming of age I thought that
Nothing could change
But I won't even need you

I'm just tired of feeling dead
Can't remember any words I said
So how'd you feel when we called quits
And I shut the door and I was gone again
I wear the same clothes every now and then
Remember feeling your love is dead
I feel like sinking 'cause I'm full of it
I guess it's nothing 'cause I'm alone again

These days are what I wanted
I was fourteen the day I saw I was
Coming of age I thought that
Nothing could change
But I won't even need you