Was she worthy enough? XDIPX (Ft. Sam Smith)

[Intro]
(5 Seconds of silcence)
Girl, Why'd you break up with me I thought I was the one for you but no, Theres no reason for me to deserve that why? I thought I was everything your heart needed, Why did you show no remorse explain why?

[Chorus]
(Phone saying "You have one new message)
(Beep)
Hey I-I I'm sorry for leaving you but you know what you did to me I guess we weren't matched look I'm very sorry just please under this.. If you truly loved me you wouldn't have gone out with Olivia
(Sound of deleting voice message)
(Sound of books and chairs being thrown)
FUCK,FUCK!
Why'd you leave me?

[Chorus: XDIPX & Sam Smith]
Guess it's true, I'm not good at a one-night stand But I still need love cause I'm just a man These nights never seem to go to plan I don't want you to leave, will you hold my hand?

[Verse]
Baby girl I gave you fucking everything I showed you the best affection I showed you fucking love but yet you hated me and haven't made me your protector you haven't put me above all these situations you've dealt with through the course of your life you knew I was the one to help you and keep you full with comfort girl I was the one to trust we had the best bond I could ever imagine It wasn't all just about lust now I'm feeling stupid and fucking garbage because of my so called "self" saying I didn't treat you right my hands to fucking tired of replaying that message so I'll hit myself with some damn fucking glove you knew I was perfect but you couldn't say It the words you said to me you couldn't get rid of now baby I know you arent nervous enough to say I was your first grade crush I would bless you I was your fucking jesus now you broke our fucking promise the promise to always be together I don't know why I'm singing you a Chorus

[Chorus: XDIPX & Sam Smith]
Guess it's true, I'm not good at a one-night stand But I still need love cause I'm just a ma-
(Crying sounds & Wimpering sound effect & Heart beat sound effect)
(Reverse lyrics of Guess it's true, I'm not good at a one-night stand But I still need love cause I'm just a man These nights never seem to go to plan I don't want you to leave, will you hold my hand?)
Oooooh stay safe In my heart (Reversed translated lyric from Emo whores song)

[Verse 2]
I couldn't give you no fucking support now I feel fucking horrible I couldn't shit to your love I just wanted to die when you left out the door I felt no enthusiasm I just thought love as sarcasm and now I can't fucking trust anyone from what Ive been through with me and you baby I don't know what the fuck to do to increase my desires Imma' just fill my fucking cock with white goo girl I have no heart from you I feel so fucking numb I feel like a menace to you a fucking idiot I feel like a scum even though we couldn't get along In sometimes we had ways to make each other laugh e using our tongues you always looked at my eyes just as If I was truly handsome but those glimmering eyes where just some fucking sign that you wanted freedom I had open arms open mouth to talk your heart was allowed as a important person a sign of a greet a welcome now after you left me I feel like grabbing the fucking handgun and sticking It into my mouth and pull the trigger and let the bullet stung