Nutcase Ryan Caraveo

[Verse 1]
If I had one wish and one wish only
I'd bottle up home and I'd drink it when I'm lonely
Solo every night 'til six in the morning
If this is paradise I wish somebody warned me
Only see my brother every two or three months now
Had a lot in common back then there ain't much now
Can't refer to my friends as my friends
'Cause if I was really one I would check up on them
I like to think that they proud of me
And that they understand what this shit is taking out of me
I'm hangin' on by a thread
Think I got it all together but I am

[Chorus]
Still a nutcase, still a psycho
Tellin' mama any day I might blow up
Stayin' up late, where did time go?
Still ain't caught a break but I'm like, "So what?"
Will my luck change? Fuck if I know
If I hear another "no" I might throw up
I'm a nutcase, I'm a psycho I'm a psycho
But any day I might blow up!
Any any day now, any day, any day
Any day now
Any any day now, any day, any day