Next to U Zion I

C'est quelque chose que je choisi parce que c'est mon joie de vie

I know I got a problem
It all started with me
I wanted something special wasn't what I thought it should be
It's never easy when you grow in love so passionately
Irrationally saw your beauty wanted to be
Next to you
All I needed was your hands on my head
Ocean blue and your waters as you swam in my bed
Got confused as we cuddled all the words that we said
Now im in a puddle with my heart bleeding red
Next to you
Was my pillow was soft to my touch
Next to you
Was a fellow didn't talk to much
Next to you
Was my joy puddy all in your clutch
Next to you
Was a boy with his feet getting stuck
In a maze full of feelings
Like I started to rush when I looked into your eyes saw a flower so crushed
Never knew I could have hurt you getting harder to trust
And I feel so insecure like I'm ready to bust
Next to you