​seasons going by like the girls i care about ​benedixhion (Ft. ​hamilton)

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In the end, all I did was make her suffer

I'm so cold
I'm so lost
Grown so old, now I'm gone
We were younger when I left
But now I'm back and you've moved on

Tell me where I'm going
I've been lost for a minute
I ain't got the time
You just tryna' get my digits
Racing through my brain like my mind's in the Olympics
Drinking down the bubbly
Now, I'm spinning like a fidget

Seasons going by like the girls I fucking care about
Understanding why 'cause my life's something I'd do without
You should know I try but you always fill my mind with doubt
Leaving me alive but my heart is fucking black by now

My heart is probably gone by now
Buried somewhere in the ground
People change and stay the same
Thought I had it figured out
My brain is full of raining clouds
Everyday I'm filled with doubt
Constant stress, I'll let em down
Take a pill, I'm better now