These Days Pardyalone

[Verse 1]
Demons sitting in the corner, tears falling on my pillowcase
You know I told you I could save you, but I'm having trouble breathing, maybe I'm the one I shoulda saved
I hope the reaper forgets my name
Hope when you see me, it brings you pain
I hope your demons don't go away
But I hope these memories of us will stay
And someone told me when you left me, you was lonely
Always looking for another guy, yeah
And someone told me if you loved me, you would show mе
I'm looking 'round for the signs

[Chorus]
And these days, lonеliness is my friend
These days, I can't find happiness
'Cause these days, the only drug is my head
And these days, I don't know who I am

[Verse 2]
Got me running round in circles
Don't know who hurt you, but it sure as hell wasn't me (Uh-huh)
Know you got a problem with me, I'm exhausted
I've been sipping, I'll be dead, probably, uh-huh
I'm overthinking, that's probably why I'm drinking
I bet my papa is proud of me
I'm taking shots to bed to drown the thoughts up in my head
'Cause I know that you ain't love me