My Trauma YourFavouriteShady

[Verse]
If you're a younger fan, this track may be too heavy to bear
I'm about to share my truth, stripped down and brutally bare
Scared to unveil these scars, but it's time for my voice to speak free
A tale of my trauma, a journey through the depths of me

It all started at a young age, innocence torn apart
A family friend's son, his actions dark and cruel, broke my heart
I was just a kid, seeking solace in a world so cold
Desperate for acceptance, with nobody else to hold
So he started to touch me gently over my body slowly going low
I didn't know what was happening, fuck I didn't know
I didn't resist, confused by the twisted pleasure I felt
Thinking maybe this was normal, that he could help
But it was all a lie, a web of self-hatred and despair
Talking in ways I shouldn't, not understanding the weight I would bear

I entered his house weekly out of fear, the illusion of safety shattered in an instant
The memories etched into my mind, haunting and persistent
Every day felt like an eternity, trapped in the grasp of his evil reign
I couldn't leave, suffocated by fear, my cries silenced in pain
Blinded by the darkness, the blood staining my soul
I couldn't breathe, suffocating under his control
The fear, the terror, carving scars that would never fade
Felt like he had no empathy, leaving me broken and betrayed