Watch You Go The Story So Far

[Verse 1]
Time stamps inside the clock of my mind
And if I turn back now then I lose everything I find
There's no better feeling than knowing you were right
I've bought all these things but
I still can't buy back that night

[Pre-Chorus]
I get it if you hate me
I'm barely here lately
Distant and lazy
Lacking motivation

[Chorus]
Cause it's never enough to have you here
I'd rather just watch you go
And all of the things that you still fear
Are from people you used to know

[Verse 2]
I'm still concealing the way that I'm feeling
And my way of healing may never be enough
Panic at a false alarm
Can't accept the way things are

[Pre-Chorus]
I get it if you hate me
I'm barely here lately
Distant and lazy
Lacking motivation in a basic conversation
Will you chase me if I run
And you want more but I have none
I am so impatient