Black Hole Our Mirage

Now I'm falling
I'm falling
Through my own battleground
And I'm crawling
I'm crawling
'Cause I can't hear a single sound

I've been hiding for so long
Always doubting, where do I belong?
I might be smiling but I'm paralyzed
Can you see through my disguise?

I'm just cheating myself, I just run and hide
From the happiness that is buried deep inside
And I'm
Only running not to face my fears
Afraid of being happy after all these years

Now I'm falling
I'm falling
Through my own battleground
And I'm crawling
I'm crawling
'Cause I can't hear a single sound
It doesn't matter how far I try to run
I'm always moving away from the sun
I am caught in a black hole
I am caught in a black hole