Trapped Otherwise

[Verse 1]
I feel like something is wrong deep in my soul
Searching for one perfect song while losing control
And even though I don't believe in your god, why do I pray?
I never thought breathing could be so hard. Can I be saved?

[Chorus 1]
Am I alive or am I livin' dead?
I've been trapped in my head
I don't wanna fall behind
I need peace of mind
I've been trying to find myself

[Bridge]
I've been meaning to find myself

[Verse 2]
And I've lost my faith in the world. A world I despise
When even the smile from a girl is tainted by lies
And I don't know nothing about who I am, only because
I feel like I'm only half of the man I never was

[Chorus 2]
Am I alive or am I livin' dead?
I've been trapped in my head
I don't wanna lose my mind
I don't wanna fall in line
I've been trying to find my, find myself