​​​bound. What Lies Below

Let it waste away
Watch it concave
You spent this whole time abandoning death

Off-spilling the failures you've bound to me
You've never been so far away from your mistakes
Distance grows between love and hate
Motor disfunctions
Instant eruptions
As I hide away my face
"Was it ever meant to be"

Contorted and warping
Feel the dark absorbing
Leading me into a shattered world

I want to see that you have paid the price
The clock is ticking and you haven't played your hand
So when?
I have eternities grace
To watch it all unfold
And if you never find your place
Let the truth be told

Kill me
Show me
That I can find peace in this bitter disgrace
While the tics never end so I beg just
Kill me
Show me
That I could ever be better
It never ends