When You Were Here Real Friends

[Verse 1]
I'm still avoiding the exit that goes to your old house
Listening to Konstantine like we did at seventeen
But I know it's not helping me out
I wish I could let go and blame someone else
I wish I could tell you...

[Chorus]
That I don't really wanna die
But I don't wanna be alive
Like I did when you were here
I think I'm just scared to death
But you always mess my head
Like you did, like you did
Like you did when you were here

[Verse 2]
You said I'm being destructive
I guess I'm just stuck in my old ways
The self pity I’ve got is like a broken cassette wrinkled tape of regret
Yeah, we were both too selfish to change
I can't get over this, 'cause you're already over this

[Chorus]
I don't really wanna die
But I don't wanna be alive
Like I did when you were here
I think I'm just scared to death
But you always mess my head
Like you did, like you did
Like you did when you were here