Nil Islands

I've been drifting
I've been drinking too much
Been thinking I'm not thinking clearly enough

Are there two of me?
It feels like there are two of me
One is my enemy and
One's sent to deliver me

When I'm drowning
I like drowning alone
Don't need no one to tell me
To pull up the rope

I can't have only one
No I can't just have only one
It's all or none none
Now you know that it's true

So you
Leave nil for me

I'll do different things
But I like them all
Blue is beautiful
Curl up in a ball