Later at The Loon WHY?

In the kitchen on Moh Lhean
We're at the counter, I'm eating
Cheapskate skirt steak
Is what I'm having

You ain't eating nothing
Seems like you wanna listen
You ask me how'd my therapy go
I say we mostly talked about you

You say, "You don't have to go into it,"
I'm looking at the counter surface
I say, "You're too pessimistic
That's why we're not the best fit

I'm too dark and negative
I need someone the opposite
Someone naturally positive
To pull me out of my shit"

I say it kinda harsh, and
Staring at a pattern in the granite
More logic than emotion
You try to respond but start crying

I look you in the eye then
Just for a second
I really want to cry but can't
I hate how cold and strident I am