To My Father Pardyalone

[Intro: Pardyalone]
To my father, you must save me
I feel soulless, I feel crazy
Called my mama, I said, "I'm hurtin'"
But she don't know how the fuck it feels when the Devil's workin'

[Verse 1: Pardyalone]
Been talking to God, I hope that you're real
I'm praying I feel some'
You can try to detach the problems you have
I promise they still come
What if the problem is me?
Don't wanna leave, I'm praying you let go
I'm totally fine with being alone, I told you I really am that numb
So, what do I do when loving on you is never enough?
I try to be patient with loving myself, I don't give a fuck
So, what do I do when I'm drunk and feel like just taking my life?
I promise that you wouldn't bat me an eye
You wouldn't care if I died

[Chorus: Pardyalone]
To my father, you must save me
I feel soulless, I feel crazy
Called my mama, said, "I'm hurtin'"
She don't know how the fuck it feels when the Devil's workin'