Self Medicating Ricky Hil

Ricky
Greaf

The devil live behind that door
In that building apartment four
I fell in love with that bitch
I brought her on tour
I kept her in my pocket
Made me bleed from my eye socket
I always need more
Its a habit that i can't afford anymore
And if i die before i wake up
Try to get revenge on that boy that played us
I hope to fucking god that i never wake up
I hope to fucking god that's the place they take us (what?)

I can't really help it i get lost a lot
And i get suicidal thoughts so much
I'd do anything to get these thoughts to stop
I hope you know i love you an awful lot

I was not enough everyday
I thought that i could make my issues go away
And i ain't gonna pray
Cause god don't fucking listen anyway
I tried to talk to him but they told me to wait
I guess ill try to talk to him right before they
Put me in my grave
I tell him thanks anyway