​when i think about it all ​hamilton

Going insane
I'ma fiend
I can’t fucking stop it
Always staring at my screen
I wanna drop it down

When I think about it all
I wanna end it
Always messy in my head
I'm feeling manic now

Always lonely and confused
I don't know what the fuck to do
All my friends keep falling through
But now i know that’s nothing new

Bitch I made it by myself
I don't need your fucking help
I'll be better off in hell
Always hiding in my shell
Wishing I was someone else
Oh well, oh well
I'm just playing with the cards
That I was dealt

Always gamble with my life
This game is do or die
So I roll the fucking dice
And you can't live it twice
So I'm up like everynight
I wanna feel alive
But I know I'm not alright
I know I'm not alright