On the Inside XO Alone

[Hook]

Does she think about me when she’s out at night
Sitting in my room baby I just wanna die
If she asked me how I feel I’d say I’m feelin' fine
But on the inside, I know it’s a lie

On the inside, I know it’s a lie
On the inside, I know it’s a lie
On the inside, I know it’s a lie
On the inside, I know it’s a lie

[Verse]

Off these drugs feels like I’m standing on the ceiling
Drank a fifth so I could try shake these feelings
I’m obsessed wanna know what you’re concealing
I’m fucked up off the same pills that I’m dealing

Heard her voice but I guess I was just dreaming
Stabbed my heart baby I can feel it bleeding
Sometimes I feel like I can hear her breathing
Scrollin' through my phone and I am just deleting

Tryna end my life in the Audi now I’m speeding
Sent you texts but you don’t even read ‘em
Needed you but I guess I wasn’t needed
Rain Soldier watch me turn into a demon