Numb Zhino

{Intro : Doctor}
If you are having an operation you may be given general anaesthesia
To put you to sleep and keep you free from pain
Your doctor may recommend general anaesthesia
For a procedure that is extensive, takes a long time
Or requires you to be in an uncomfortable position

{Verse 1 : Z H I N O}
Ain't FaceTimed my brother in a minute
And body getting numb, shit I don’t even feel it
Sabotaging relationships
Dark skies be vivid
Used to be scared of needles
I wish back then that I could feel the shit
Funny how I was tryna build up relationships
Then ended up losing a close relationship
Girls say they feel the kid, blushing when they be smiling and shit
I'm looking at there faces like how come I ain't feeling it
Does someone have the answers for me
I'm done with all the hype it bores me
Tears dropping from eyes, maybe the rapping isn’t for me
I used to use it when tides where getting rough
But I can’t write on damp paper, tell the water to slow up
You feeling worried for me, oh please tell me what that feels like
So much fun up in my dreams, it's better than this real life
I'm looking all happy right, crying on the inside
Tryna prepare for pain, I numb myself to deal with my life