Mental Stress (Alternate Version) Esham

[HOOK]
How I need eternal rest
Help me through my mental stress (my mental stress)
(x4)

[VERSE 1]
See I've been to Hell and back
And that's a fact
I get a flashback one day I'm a snack
My mind is gone
To each his own
I wish the police would just leave me alone
I want to die
I do not die
I'm on the far side and it's passin' me by
I want to cry
I do not cry
I have to tell me, myself, and I
And who am I
I don't understand
I cop a kilo from a Colombian
Black man, my man, man
God damn man, oh man, man
It's a hit, tell me something I don't know
No hope, and I can't cope
With the mental stress