Scarred ​The Chills

It's a tall order
A wall across my border
For a lost cause
Keeping peace and order
Better disguise
A cost I can't afford

I had my eyes opened
Sharpened all my senses
Then saw warnings
Lowered my defenses
It cannot last
It's different from us

I must protect myself
I must stay undone
I'm scarred
I must protect myself
I must maintain my ...
I'm scarred

So here's a rare confection
To add to your collection
Using sweet starch
Then you're not free
To take a piece of me