Somewhere between Henrik

[Verse 1]
Here I am again, 4 AM, I'm a mess
And my phone's a nightlight on the ceiling
I stare at my screen burning cheap dopamine
I keep numbing myself from this feeling
Part of me is still here
Part of me is barely breathing
You tell me that You're still near
Part of me just don't believe it
When I'm all by myself, it's like walking through hell
My past plays on a loop 'till I'm reeling

[Pre-Chorus]
This emptiness ain't new to me
The hole in me is stupid deep
I wish I was better or worse

[Chorus]
But I'm stuck somewhere between mourning and dancing
I don't feel like tears, just emotionless damage
Your life more abundantly feels like a dream
Yeah, I thought I'd be better by now
But I'm somewhere between
(Yeah, I'm somewhere between)

[Verse 2]
I try to take rests but this weight in my chest
Tells me something ain't right and I feel it
I stare at my phone, it's like drowning in code
I keep numbing myself from this feeling
Part of me is long gone
Part of me is never leaving
You tell me that You're not far
Part of me is still believing
When I'm all by myself, it's like walking through hell
My past plays on a loop 'till I'm reeling