Enduring pain XXXHXAILO

I need to stay, I needed to escape
I hope some good things will start to come my way
Am I stupid for wanting to change?
And she's stupid for staying that way
But I swear I was messed up
In ways I can’t explain
I guess i have to deal with the pain
And then you saw me, and made me want to change
Am I stupid for leaving the pain?
I tried to save them but they couldn’t be saved
Oh, I know some trauma will never go away
Oh, I used to think that I couldn’t be saved
Oh, am I stupid for leaving the pain?
I tried to save them but they couldn’t be saved
Am I stupid for wanting to change?
Oh, I used to think that I couldn’t be saved
Saved, I'm stupid? I've changed
Ooh, ooh, ooh, oh