What Made You Leave? Heavensgate (ivan)

(Verse)
Nothing else to do
Locked up in my room with some thoughts of you
Nothing else to lose (what)
Shut my eyes, slit my wrists, take my life for you
I'm dying too
Wonder what you'd do if you knew the truth
I'd lie to you
Tell you that I'm fine, but my life is through, my life is through
I'm lost again
Searching for a reason even though it's the end
When the curtains set
Still you didn't cry even thinking I'm dead, thinking im dead(wha-)