Grow Away From Me Senses Fail

I never thought I'd be a father
I hope my neurosis ain't a bother
Some days it feels like I'm failing
My therapist says that it's normal
She made her diagnosis formal
I can't connect like a normal person because of all my pain

There's no road map that I can give to you
Just hold on tight and know that I love you

And the first six months they flew by, the next two years did too
Now I'm looking at old photos and feel like I'm losing you
No matter what I do, you'll grow away from me
No matter what I do, you'll grow away
No matter what I do, you'll grow away from me
I signed up for this tragedy
I want to make sure you know you'll always be enough
I want to make sure your hair is never tied in knots
I want to walk you down any aisle anywhere

I just want to live long enough
God I'm scared
I'm so unprepared
It's so unfair
God I'm scared