Alley ​mixed matches

[Intro]
Couldn't change my ways
I wasn't trying to lead you on
'Cause I know myself, I wouldn't know what to do

[Verse 1]
'Cause I just put my trust in a person I wanted
All it went [?] and to forget
For the time you pulled me farther
Hit me with your charm

[Chorus]
I wanted to know what I would be if we go all the way
We couldn't escape reality if we knew what to say
So, what do I do if you came
And I wouldn't know if you changed
When it just goes away from me
[?]

To my relief

[Verse 2]
Just to waste my life
I don't know how to keep it for you
Couldn't give my all, I don't know what else to lose
I just want to forget [?]
Everyone that lost it all gets
And I will be honest and try to recall them
And tell them what I was [?]