​​spite hiraeth (Ft. Sinxi)

[Intro: hiraeth]
Better dead than alive, wasting all my time
When you said goodbye, really ruined my life

[Chorus: hiraeth]
You don't gotta hold me, love, I've had enough
I don't even wanna speak, I'm slowly giving up
Putting up my walls, I'm putting up my defences
Tight around the back, I wear a noose like a necklace
Please give me a moment, would you let me hide?
If you knew what I been through, you wouldn't lie
When I tell you I miss you, it's out of spite
I'm the root, I'm the issue to ruin life

[Verse: sinxi]
God, you know how long I've searching
Was my love ever enough?
I can't bear the thought of when I lose you
Gotta sit down and restart
Just tell me straight, what's on your mind, love?
Do you have some questions you kept out?
Save it for the end of the night now
Don't wanna get too stuck on the past
Just be honest, you can tell me what you wanted
And I won't bite, I get lost in the moment
Come on, baby, yeah, you know I can't sleep until we solve this
Yeah, you know how I get sometimes