Stages of Grief Orphan (Metal)

Take it to the grave, every ounce of hate I have in me
It's all that's left
Love turns into an empty memory I can't seem to find

Broken and angry
The more I dig, the less I fix
I feel the things in the people I loved, and I only feel a shadow
Everything around me feels like drowning, so my mags are filled with hollows
The day is coming when I take back what was taken from me

I still reach for you like you're alive
I know the pain still stays after all the years
But the mourning in my hеart grows more hateful than the day you diеd

I feel like I was put here just to watch what I love suffer
So, God or not, I walk the earth with hate and discontent

Some part of me won't let me fix it and go deeper
Or, maybe, there's nothing and that's my reality

Every happy moment is laced
With a feeling of panic
And I can't let it go
Take it to the grave; every ounce of hate in me
It's all that's left
Love turns into an empty memory