I’m afraid i will be me, forever Xójira

I can have the world in my hands
But I'll still feel so damn empty
I just feel like I'm so different
Than other people
I feel like I'm
Missing something all the time
In my blood, in my heart, in my skin
I just feel like no matter what I do
I just feel empty
I just feel so consumed
[?]
But I just don't want to

Will I be unhappy forever?
Forever [?]
Someone save me
Cause I can't do it right now
Forever, forever, forever
Someone save me
Cause I can't do it right now
Forever, forevеr, forever
Someonе save me
Cause I can't do it right now
Forever, forever, forever [?]