The Martyr Senses Fail

[Verse 1]

When I look back

I miss the hope I used to have

The sense of passion and the meaning

'Cause I am not the same

I'm the one that plays the part

Of a martyr with a broken heart

[Pre-Chorus]

Leaving me to be nothing

So bury me

I used to feel something inside of me

I used to feel something inside

[Chorus]

Now every time I pick myself up

I just fall down faster

So what's the use in trying

To be something I'm not

I've still got hope that I can

Fix this all with one disaster

I'll die alone

Ashamed without a note

[Verse 2]

So look at me

What exactly do you see

A man who isn't what he once was

I hate myself but I'm to blame

I fell in love with the state of shame