[Intro Round 1]
Yeah yeah
This one's like an open diary
Get in my feelings for this one
Fire in the booth
Yah listen
[Round 1]
I noticed that you didn't notice
I was focussed when you didn't focus
I ain't married but I'm still a Joseph
Had to part ways with my bitch cuz she cheated
So I pulled the Moses
Seperated sanity from psychosis
Diagnosis, heartbroken story of a dying poet
Transgressions from my past agressions
I learned a lesson and Imma add a lesson
Not to trust a bitch or my dog if there was a difference (yeah uh)
Anger inside, where it always resides
Charlie Sloth let me cry on this mic
Dying to live or living to die?
Two questions that I ask myself before I fall asleep at night
I'm an artist so my pain is a prosperity for others
So I'm forced to turn this darkness into people's light
But the weight is getting heavy and at this rate (uh)
It has me contemplating suicide
So it's a
Different day, same book, different page, different people I don't even know they names
In a different city, on a different stage, rapping words that I used to write when I was underpaid
Yeah I'm getting old but I'm stuck in my old ways
Running from the cops
Going back to my old days
Try to cut me off, back on my road rage
These people ain't loyal
So who am I trying to impress?
How can I love somebody else if I don't love myself
How can I sign if I'm trying to save lifes and all the label wants to do is take my shit and put it on that shelf
Why don't depression have an off switch?
Why can't I find a bitch to ball with?
Why everybody wanna talk shit?
Smiled in my face, stabbed me in the back
Do whatever it takes to put me in the coffin, and often
I think about the consequences, are they real or are they comprehensive?
Will I ever make it into heaven?
Will my music turn into a weapon?
Will I ever get an answer to a fucking question?
Will I ever finish first to have to settle second?
Will I ever be blessed or will I be the blessing?
Do I have to sell my soul just to have a presence?
If I die right now will I be remembered?
So I take a sip, pop a perc
Why? because they help me work
Having conversations with the devil never ease the hurt
Having trouble calculating, finding what I'm really worth
Post a pic, 50K likes if I don't got a shirt
Bitches in the DM, I don't see 'em unless they finna twerk
Bring 'em to the crib, dick 'em down, pussy in the hearse
All this fucking fame but it really feels like a curse
I don't even know
So let me finish my diary off strong
Couple minutes I hope it ain't too long
Only way I know to deal with the pain is to take it and disperse into songs
Man I really fucking hope that I can write my raws
Man I hope fire in the booth puts me on
Man I feel so weak but this shit makes me strong
It's Dax