Hardest Thing Ever Yungeen Ace

[Intro]
Honestly
Watchin' me let you go

[Verse 1]
They be like, "Ace, I love you," I tell 'em, "Don't call me" (Don't call me)
Tell 'em it's fuck it and sayin' it often (Fuck it)
I'm tryna survive, instead, I'm drownin' (Instead, I'm drownin')
You blowin' my high, please get from 'round me (Get from 'round me)
I don't want you honestly (I don't want you honestly)
Look what you have done, broken me (Yeah)
I'm smilin', but deep inside, I'm empty
Fightin' depression, I'm defeated
Fightin' to hold on, but it ain't easy (Fightin' to hold on)
I feel dumb, tryna believe you, but you leave me (Uh)
How you on my team when you believin' other people? (Believin' other people)
Why they ain't tell me that they love me right after they say they need me? (Uh)
Sleepin' in my grandma Barbara house, scared in the basement (Scared in the basement)
She the first one who made me believe I wasn't basic
I fell in love with our conversations
That's when I notice I'm filled with hatred
I'm far away with no transportation (No transportation)
All alone on this road with no destination (No destination)
High from my lifestyle when they fascinated
I think I was more happier when I wasn't able
Watched my eyes cry a river when nobody was there to wipe 'em (Nobody was there to wipe 'em)
Baby, I'm so broken, but ready to wife you (Ready, ready, I'm ready, oh)