BETTER DAYS N’ NIGHTS 2mygrave

[Verse 1: LXWLIFE]
Yeah, up in the mornin', uppin' my 40
Where am I goin'? Nowhere with motives
Troubled with worries, yeah, I was just flowin'
Someone deceivin', you are the reason, why I am now leavin' the fight
Years after years after warnings of blight
Now I'm just closer to findin' the light
Learned not to fight through my twenties
The pills are now ready
I'm takin' a second to find where I buried the past of my worries
They hope I do hurry and pray, it's the end of my story
I'll be dead 'fore I hear
No one said there will be no tears
All blood shed while the demons go cheer
I'll be gone for long, sincerely

[Verse 2: SURGE]
I can say that my hatred is pitiful
Remain just to look and get physical
Try not to play with my fear and then
Playin' around with my life again
Wrote for a story that won't begin
Surge had recovered from all of it
Hid for a while, not part of it
Didn't look over to borrow it
Made me dissolve, couldn't follow it
Did certain things, I'm not proud of it
Dug myself late, enough sufferin'
Add and replace the corrupted with
Relate that my passion with faith resins
Worry 'bout havin' those thoughts again
Had 0 strength, best not follow it
Wait for the night, never wanted it