Raw! [Remix] LOSTBOYKURI (Ft. Ouse)

[Ouse verse :]
If you thought about it,yuh
You might break, uh
Cause death comes for us all when you're ready now, uh
Try to find a balance, yuh
But I’m dead weight yeah
And I wish, I wish you would walk out
In the end, all I do is fake and pretend
That I know what is happening I really couldn't guess
So I ended up with misery and coldness in my chest
Thinkin' if they bury me and leave me with a check
Thinkin’ that the shit I do is ever coming back
Bloodlines in my head, man what the fuck is that
Seekin' wisdom in the drugs
Because it's all that I have, yeah

[LOSTBOYKURI verse :]
Tell 'em Imma do it in a rhyme
Blockin' all the noise cause all I hear is lies
Sayin' that you really love me, man I hear it all the time
Yet you wanna take it slow, then you meet other guys
Man, let's forget it, I don't even wanna cry
Feelin’ really hurt, but I know it’s not a crime
Sometimes I think about it, and I really wanna die
Well let's do it, let it cock-cock back let if fly
Like I really wanna die
Can I leave this shit behind ?
Losin’ all the hope, like It makes me wanna sigh
Makin' me feel like I'm worthless
Like all the times I tried
You never gave a fuck
I wasted money for your lies
That shit really hurts
I wouldn't think it’d work
The motherfucker laughed, and then you kicked me in the dirt
The demons fucking haunt me, Man I see them when they lurk
Just say your last goodbyes cause I am leavin' the Earth
All the success turns into a blur
Cause no one wants to see the good, they want to see the worst
One day I want to be the best for me, or maybe just emerge
But I need fucking help cause right now I'm feeling hurt
Death is on my head, can't get it out, that's how it works
Whenever I am happy, people take it so it's worse
I getting fucking sadder I say a verse
This shit will never leave, it's a never ending curse