Never Thought Screwly G

[Intro]
(Jofis)

[Verse]
For so long, I could say that I waited
For my time to shine, I was patient
Still depressed, still goin' through phases
This morning, I noticed the money won't save me
Where I come from, it's a trend for the hate me
Waited 'round town, they'll pay for the slay me
Most times, wanna die, I wouldn't mind if they take me
Scarred from the past, lost Boog and it changed me
Uh, fuck this shit, I'm tired
Stayin' up late, steady losin' my mind
Hard to move forward, wishin' I could rewind
Y'all don't know how it feel, I feel dead but alive
I ain't myself, they ignorеd all the signs
Nowadays, they don't love you 'til you еnd up dyin'
Life on the line, that was time after time
I'm the one that they wanna see dead, they keep tryin'
Sit in my room, hopin' I'll be fine (Jofis)
Bro upstairs, through the vent, heard me cryin'
Visit my nana, I'm hurtin' inside
She can look in my eyes and tell that I've been cryin'
Told her, "I'm straight, I'm just high," I was lyin'
I'm not okay, but I'm givin' up tryin'
Mixin' the Sprite with the syrup, lemon-lime
Wanna ask 'em for help, but I got too much pride
Send me the drop and I'm pullin' up, firin'
One of them faces, they know I sling iron
Dream when I sleep, nightmares of me dyin'
When I'm gone, leave me 'lone, they be missin' my kind
Suicide on my brain, it be hard to decide
I wanna live, but sometimes wanna die
Copin' with drugs just to help me get by
Million-dollar nigga, but still tryna slide
Uh, damn, when this pain gon' go, go?
I don't wanna hurt no more (Jofis)
Got crossed, shit hurt my soul
I don't wanna talk, nah, nah, no
I'ma be the same 'til it's over
Can't cry now, I'm a soldier
Out the ground, I'm the one that rose up
Made it out, uh-huh, I told you
Damn, why we had to grow up?
I lost my dog 'fore I blowed up
Fuck these niggas, they don't know us
In the streets where we murder, that's all it showed us
He saw the flash and he froze up
Opp nigga died when we rode up
I poured an eight in my soda
Pulled up in a Rolls and took off in a Rover
Finally get the chance to live (Live)
Used to thought I'd die, get killed (Killed)
Saw an M in the streets, got a thrill
Saw an M in cash, got chills (Jofis)
I'm with Bucks in the Rolls in the Hills (Hills)
Yesterday with my fire in the field
Really famous, this shit really real
Never thought I'd make it right here