What Have I Done? Rehab (Ft. Brandy Nerud)

[Verse 1: Steaknife]
And why my mind is teasing me, I guess I never win
But then again I never play the part to blend
Cerebellum telling lies, yelling why, taunting me to die
Anxiety, suicide, self prescribe to heal my hearts cry
So why do I continue crushin lithium 180 and eat it
Digging in my skin to find myself within and make amends
But I really don't seem give a war frags ass
Pulling glass out my scalp after driving off a cliff
I insist to let my anger out, what's that all about
I'm in doubt wondering who's in control
Cuz I sure as hell ain't, I'm having conflicts with my soul
I was created to die so I'm living for no apparent reason
Constant change in personality for worst that fit disease
And wear it since slate and corruption cause a mental pollution
There's no solution, why bother
Say hello to heaven, I'm going to meet my father...

(GUNSHOT)

[Hook: Danny Boone]
What have I done? Oh no
Where am I going? I can't change my mind this time
What have I done? Oh no
Where am I going? I can't change my mind this time