Gut Feeling Youth Fountain

[Verse 1]
I had this dream of my old friend, we talked and cried 'till we laughed
Felt like I could be myself and show them this pain in my head
Didn't asked for these scars on our skin
And to abuse substances
Losing a piece of ourselves with every year that we get

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm in what's always felt like a fight
Am I going to feel like this for the rest of my life?

[Chorus]
How could I have been so much more?
Contemplating it all like I'm waging a war
Once we go back in the dark, what was all of this for?
Doesn't it make you scarеd to see
That we collapse into etеrnity (collapse into eternity)
With no one to remember me (no one to remember me)
No one will remember me

[Verse 2]
I've got this question that makes me anxious every night
If I don't wake up tomorrow, well did I live my life right?
I want out of the pain, I want out of the cold that shaped this boy to a man
A lover scorned turned to stone