Dead part 1 Lajman (Ft. Shiloh Dynasty)

I dont go to sleep becuase i hate my mind

Toxic thoughts and anxiety is all i find

They're trying to break me down

So much blood ill fucking draw just to keep myself sane

Just to numb the pain

Took a bullet to the heart

Suicidal, ive been down since the very first start

Once tied a slipknot, scream all though my lips are shut

Inside my head i'm running from myself

All this fucking pain makes me wanna kill myself

Run the blade across my skin

Battle in my head i will never win

Everyday when i see you it makes me regret waking up this morning

Maybe ill kill myself, leave this earth without a warning

Will it hurt you?

Will it kill you?

All these questions going through my head

Along with the thoughts making me wish i was fucking dead

Who are my friends?

Who are my enemies?

Who will be there before it all ends?

People thinking they know shit

But they dont know my heart

Its broken

Im broken