Hellbound X (random)

I'm lost i wonder where i should go,-i'm all alone-on this path unknown-
'n there's many before me but where should i go?-i don't know,-
Which road should i follow?-i wish someone would show-me the way i should go,-
Are there any signs?-i don't see any but i guess i'll just follow this path and see where it goes...
This world is takin' its toll on my heart-it's so cold and so dark i wish someone would come save me,-
I think i'm goin' crazy...i'm lost waiting to be found,-i search all over the ground,-
There's no exit around,-i can't escape, i'm hellbound,-
I'm fuckin' hellbound,-i've been depressed 'cause noone picked me up when i fell down,-
I guess I'm hellbound,-but look...

I think god made a mistake when he had made me,-
Now i'm mad crazy,-
But perhaps i wouldn't be this way if he had raised me-
But instead i was forced to teach myself 'n learn in this godforsaken environment which supposedly my dad placed me,-
In a bad way see-...
I was a normal middle class kid lookin' up to the high class in invy,- (invy - envy)
I never thought i was special honestly practically anyone coulda ended up like my ass 'n been me,-
A typical creature influenced by'''their society'''s envirements,- (envirements - environments)
In my case i was surrounded by proclaimed bad influences affected by its depravity 'n self righteous ignorantly determined morals 'n preconceptions of'''fair propriety 'n violence,-

So i'm real in'dif'fer'ent,-
From most people so i'm always feelin' divergent,-

'CAUSE WHEN I WAS BORN INTO THIS HELLBOUND ENVIRONMENT I DIDN'T EVEN HAVE A CHOICE,-
ALWAYS TOLD WHAT TO DO BUT NOONE LISTENED TO ME IT WAS LIKE I DIDN'T EVEN HAVE A VOICE,-