Never Whole Landon Tewers

[Verse 1]
So I've been trying to make time
For better or for worse, been putting you and myself first
And I just feel so paralyzed
Been substituting feeling with a bottle so don't empathize
I just wanna be alone
I don't need no reassurance, I can do it on my own
I hope that you can truly see
I'm draining all I have so I can give you everything

[Pre-Chorus]
If this is all you can take
If you can carry all this weight
I'll move the earth for you, for you

[Chorus]
And I feel like a runaway
Feel like I'm never whole
Yeah, I feel like a runaway
Feel like I'm never whole

[Verse 2]
I've been trying to follow through
For better or for worse, been taking steps away from solitude
Everything is different now
I see how all the words I've said have torn me up and let you down
I just wanna take away
The fear of ever losing or the fear I'll start accusing you
Yeah, I don't wanna see the day
We walk away defeated and decide to go our separate way