​suffering Lil Ahay (Ft. Sewerperson)

[Intro]
Athan Kaz beats

[Chorus: lil ahay]
Don't hold your blade to my neck
Hold me hostage instead
I can’t render the pain
I think my life is a stain
Put the gun to my head
Leave me to die in my bed
Must be something I said
Why are you stuck in my head?
Violence and crime, I'm pretty sure I wanna die tonight
Privacy I try to give, but I'm the one that’s suffering
I swear I've had enough of it

[Verse: sewerperson]
Alright, alright, alright, yeah
Bae, I'm faded, where you at? I couldn't find you
Blood in my eyes, when I cry, yеah
I stepped out my window, just to fly, I couldn't believe my eyes
I wake up inside a sweat, just right before I die
I could deal with phases, but it happens every night
I'm so sick and tired of yelling, I don't wanna fight
Bae, I'll take my chances with these omens just to make it right