DO I STILL HAVE IT? 919slum

[Verse 1]
Talkin' that shit, man, I will leave you dead
Blood on the isle, the isle of dread
I sip Ultra Red, I listen to _BLUE
You cannot tell me to listen to you
Bitch you through, passed
Blunt and the match
Got dressed in all black with a blade attached
Insane with the swang, take names on the gash
Leave coke on the dash, bloody nose then I pass
Out, curb, bang my head and never wake again
You ain't ever safe whenever I be on the latest bend
Do I still have it? I don't know, my wrist face the edge
Take a look feel the force against my stomach, it's the ledge
See the sea as I plan my death
How many stories does it take for each breath?
How many bullets in my bag, have to check
In my hotel room, one day I left
But I never checked out
Flowers on my grave site, have to check it out
Knowin' that I'm someone everyone could live without
Never made an impact on a life, without a doubt
You can carry on, I'll be fadin' out
I'll decay inside my casket peacefully, just let me die
Victim, just a statistic, analytic of a suicide
Never existed just a life, don't cry by the side of the site
Red eyes, just smoke
Put the ash on my headstone
Maybe when I'm dead I can still get stoned
My soul probably be still troubled
Afterlife blunts effect double
This chief shit, fade away
Sun gon' fall and rise, you'll see another day
If it's without me, do not cry
It's for the best, yo, it's okay