My Life Before My Eyes Famous Last Words

[Verse 1]
I lie here waiting
For one of my sons to walk right through my door
But no one’s coming 'cause everyone I’ve loved is lost
I’m on my own
My greatest fear is here, and I don’t want to die alone
I want my family
They always said they needed me, but I need them more
It’s getting hard to breathe and I feel the cold
And it’s taking over

[Chorus]
I see my friends and family, and my boys are by my side
Before it all went wrong
Before the both of them had died
(And I will try) just to go back to a time when I knew I had it all
(I’d give anything) to have them here beside me
But that’ll never be
I’m all alone

[Verse 2]
Dear God, how did this happen to me?
You left me with no purpose and left them both to bleed
They killed my boy at home and the other overseas
So now I’m left to rot alone and die in this hospital
If they could both just be here now
I’d let them know before I go, I'm so damn proud
But they are never coming home
So now I’m left to rot alone and die in this hospital