So Strong Horse Head

I'm bleeding out the stab wounds
How deep can they cut you?
Now I'm standing in the back room
Mad that I can't have you
But I do what I have to do
I guess I should be leaving soon
And if I'm so strong
Why do I let you keep me hanging on?
Why does it feel so wrong?
The days are short
The nights are long
You know I've been trying
Baby, I am dying
I'm so fucking tired
I know it's been a while
I've been getting so drunk
I've been getting fucked up
to sit and watch the time pass 'til I get stuck
I'll figure this all out on my own
I'll figure this all out when I get home
I just need some time to think this through
And if you can't wait for me, then..
Then I guess we're through