Phantom Pain / the rapture Leanna Firestone

Losing you felt like losing a limb
It doesn't hurt anymore but I still get phantom pain
Every now and then

And I don't even miss you
Just the parts of me you took with you when you left
I loved you so much
Thought you were an extension of myself

You weren't vital to my survival
It's just what it felt like
It didn't kill me to lose you
I just thought that it might

And right when I think I'm finally fine
The healing is done, it's been enough time
That's when it sinks back in
The invisible and incurable phantom pain of losing a limb

Losing you (losing you) felt like an amputation
And I have to remind myself I couldn't have cut you off
If it weren't for the best (weren't for the best)

And I don't even miss you
I just miss how whole I felt before we met (before we met, before you left)
Thought I was in love
But now I think I was just codependent