Who Do I Turn To? Sybyr

[Verse]
How many times I gotta express the shit?
Not again, here I go with the mental shit
Pick up the beat, and then I go some more and make the shit, eh
Then you hear my paranoia, can't go there again
What you thought, I'm super generous with silly shit? True
Like compassion, but some see it as a ticket in
No, I'm not talking about you, just remembering
No, I'm not tryna compare our situations
I know we got different cracks in our brains, though
I know some look at our group like we don't care for you
We collectively tired of thе merry-go, uh
So I add it to this change, I just let it go

[Verse 2]
Sound likе a case of shoulda-woulda but we here at last
Close up the chapter, burn a book, I knew it couldn't last
I'm learning at a different rate, I guess I'm not as fast
One thing for sure, I'm none of you motherfuckers' punching bag
Of course I got a fuckin' temper and I had it cooled off
I remember angry drinking with that fuckin' Smirnoff
Fuck these tracks, I'm smoking down to take my fucking lungs off
Startin' to sound like my friends, shit, I'm just tryna stay home
That's the problem

[Verse 3]
Sure I could be nicer, and I am, typically
I just need to take a break from the nice view of things
Get some fire on my belt, I'm not talkin' HPV
'Boutta have a city hate me, but there's others I can see
Ain't no fuckin' piece of cake, this ain't rolly-polly-oley
You think that I want this, well I need some peace of mind
Yes, I give a damn about my brain this time
Other times I let my buttons push me out my mind