Falling Behind YourFavouriteShady

[Intro]
I always try to keep up with the fight
But they'll always be this distance
I'm strong enough
But there's far more that I lack
I'm forever falling behind
I'm falling behind..
Haha fuck I am..

[Verse 1]
Is it me? Is this just how I am?
Would all these outcomes be the same (man)
What if I was smarter? If I just learned shit harder
Would it change how far I came? Or would it still feel like a shame?
I’m running, always out of breath
Chasing shadows, feeling like I’m left
A race where I’m the only one who’s lost
No matter how far I push, is this worth the cost?
I see them all around me, reaching heights I can’t touch
I’m grasping at the wind, but it’s nеver enough
Comparing myself to thosе I should admire
But it burns me up inside, this never-ending fire
I’m tired, man, I’m so damn tired
Of feeling like I’m wired wrong, like I’m not inspired
What if I was stronger? If I just held on longer?
Would it still feel like this, where I don’t belong?