Do You Believe Ren

[Chorus: Melanie Safka]
Do you believe it's morning?
I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind
Do you believe it's morning?
I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind

[Verse 1: Ren]
Dear future self, I hope you're in good health
I'm writing 'cause I'm frightened, I've been fighting with myself
I wake up in the morning
Rain is poring but I don't mean outside
I mean a storm is roaring in the corners deep in my mind
And I've been phoning my friends for advice to break the ice
How are you?

[Verse 2: Ren]
Yeah I'm nice
Actually, I'm fucking sore inside
I'm borderline suicide
But I'm really trying to try and shine in this dark, dark life of mine
The film "Life of Brian", I watched it 50 times
Because I'm always searching for the brighter side of life
And maybe one day the thoughts will pay off
But 'til then, my future self, I'm feeling lost, ha

[Chorus: Melanie Safka]
Do you believe it's morning?
I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind
Do you believe it's morning?
I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind