​im still fucking here ​blackbear

[Intro]
Yeah-yeah, yeah-yeah

[Verse 1]
Uh, I miss the way that forever used to look like
Get high, lay in bed, let the day fade away
You used to treat me like you really gave a fuck, that was nice
I couldn't take it back if I wanted, I'm just saying
Miss the way that forever used to feel like
Wonder why I'm over here, wonder why I ran away
You used to treat me like you really gave a fuck, that was nice
I wanna change the past, but you're never gonna stay
And you don't gotta cross that line
Your demons took 'em all like they mine, and it's clear

[Pre-Chorus]
It's been one hell of a year, and I'm still fucking here
You're holding back your tears 'cause your lashes took forever
Can you teach me how to love and show me how to die?
Forever isn't real, forever is a lie

[Chorus]
I'm still alive
I'm still fucking here
I'm still alive
And I'm still fucking here
I'm still here
If you need me, I'm still here